Over the limit, without hesitation...

2011-09-12T06:55:00.000-07:00

Change of font, change of size, change of everything.

It's already 8 months since my last post.

Just look at what I have done already:

NCS, check.

JGs, oh crap, never mind.

SYF, check.

School performance, check.

RMUN, check.

2 Prelims, check.

And now it's the middle of Prelim 3.

So many things have happened, has it not?

And the person whose blog you're reading now could probably be a different person already.

Perhaps this is how face-paced life can be...

Anyway...who missed me?

-You Yuan

A new year, a new me.

2011-01-06T04:00:00.000-08:00

I haven't posted in this blog for a really long time, let alone the serious posting.

But since it's 2011 already, when everything get much harder and tougher, I just thought I would put down my thoughts on certain things, while I still have a little time.

So today, I want to divide my post into 4 parts: Studies, CO, Debates, and life in general.

Studies

The same goal of getting straight A1s, the same dream of becoming the best of the best, and the same target of getting into one of the top JCs [by preference, RI] after 'O' Levels have never left my mind.

I really want to work hard for these goals, but the same memory of the times when hard work never paid off, and no good deed went unpunished, just could never be forgotten, never be unseen.

I really want to be able to prove my capabilities, and use my abilities to truly earn what I want, but somehow, everything seems to go against me, and even my own circumstances will screw me here and there, over and over again.

This time however, I've had enough.

Slacking is not going to help anyway. This time, I will work even harder. If I have to use every [legal] means possible, I will.

When Wilson said that I was almost indispensable in our section, as the whole of Erhu 2 seemed to be dead when I'm not around. I actually had mixed feelings.

On one hand, I realise I actually have an important role in CO now. But on the other hand...what happens when I'm gone in 4 months time? Worse still, what happens if I can no longer be around for CO, due to other circumstances? Does this mean SYF is screwed?

Much as I may be a key player, no matter how good I am, at the end of the day, I'm just another Erhu player. I cannot hope to tank so many people. This is why I actually find Wilson's aim of being fully prepared for SYF at the end of this month...reasonable.

Gold with Honours for SYF this year will be much harder. I still hope we can make it.

Debates

"Why to I treasure debates this much?" Sometimes I find myself asking this, and then, each and every time, I conclude: Because I am just surviving on the opportunities that others have thrown away. And then, it becomes harder to think that I actually earned my opportunities myself. Come to think of it, if Nan Zheng, Hao Zhe, Chee Kiang and Shawn Lee didn't leave debates, the very thought of me actually coming close to having a chance would never pass through anyone's mind

I only have 2-3 months to catch up on a 2 year gap. Only 1 chance left to prove myself. I guess that means, I'm going to have to work hardest here.

Previously, I wanted to catch up with Sheldon, get to his level at least. But then, I decided that actually, what really mattered to me was only outdoing myself each and every time I debate, getting significantly better and better each time. And then, I realised that there was no room for comparison. Different person, different standards.

My circumstances screwed me twice. Never will that happen again.

My life

I wonder how I'm going to manage my life from now on. Definitely not the way I used to do it, but definitely in a better way. I simply want to be better in every way, stronger, faster, smarter, you name it, I want it.

Yet, people can actually get desperate for something this simple.

I want to be prefect. By all means, I will be.

Something New...

2010-09-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

Bloody hell, about time I revived my blog.

Never mind.

I haven't got anything new recently.

Boredom.

2010-07-20T05:24:00.000-07:00

Chinese 'O' Level Exam progress:

Oral-Done

Listening Comprehension-Done

So now I only have the written papers left.

I haven't got anything interesting to post these days...

But never mind, I will keep you updated if something interesting happens to me.

For now...I disappear back into the shadows.

You Yuan

2010-06-29T07:05:00.000-07:00

This post probably came too late, but oh well...

A demonstration on artificial resurrection, maybe?

Anyway...

Holidays: Let's not talk too much...

Studies: 'O' Level Chinese. Enough said.

CO: Still okay...

Debates: WHEN WILL MY TURN COME?!

RMUN: Never mind, I still have next year...

Okay...I end here for the moment.

2010-05-23T06:48:00.000-07:00

To those going overseas: Have fun!

Too late.

2010-05-02T07:47:00.000-07:00

Once again I feel so lonely...

So worthless...

Devoid of any meaning and value...

I'm getting impatient.

I'm trying...nothing works...

I...I...

...Don't know what to do...

2010-04-16T20:49:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody.

How have you all been lately?

Things haven't been going well for me.

In fact, probably quite badly.

This is what exactly happened:

1. Failed BOTH physics and chemistry class tests.

2. I think I lost a friend. This time it seem to be real.

3. Maths class test 9 failed. 2 careless mistakes...

4. Many other things just won't go my way...

My luck was always bad, but this time...

Yesterday was the Student Leader's Investiture.

Mostly it was a waste of time, but...as I looked on in utter disgust, there was something else that came to mind.

People around me are making achievements. They become leaders, they win competitions, they get good grades, they become the best at their CCAs, and so on...

But what have I achieved?

Nothing.

NOTHING.

And now I begin to question my abilities.

What can I achieve...?

I do not want to be forever overshadowed by others, overlooked forever.

But do I have a chance?

2010-03-12T04:51:00.000-08:00

End of Term 1.

So...to sum up what I felt about this term...

1. CA1 results

I'm not satisfied actually, considering that I should have at least got 4 A1s and ended with 1. [History was particularly horrifying]

But oh well, it's much better than what happened at this time last year.

I won't post my results here. If you want to know ask me personally.

2. The 2 Learning Journeys

Kampong Glam was quite fun. Just that I think I made too many racist remarks on the way. Reminder: With the Taliban comes the IRA.

Oh, and I ate too much that day, didn't feel well for the afternoon.

Then about the one to the Swiss club...

Cheese fondue was tasty. Chocolate fondue was delicious. The Ribena provided was of the right concentration.

But then, I DIDN'T GET TO DO SWISS WRESTLING!!! F***!!!

Never mind.

I think I will post the rest later...

A full moon...

2010-01-29T05:16:00.000-08:00

It's a full moon tonight...

Today, it is very bright...the brightest I have seen for months...years...

So distinct from the stars and the clouds...

The stars too...

And the wind...

The scenery...

The feeling...

Such beauty...

I can't decribe it with words...

I really haven't seen such a bright full moon for a long time...

Each night I look out into the sky, hoping that I could receive renewed strength and inspiration...

...And even turn into the perfect man I desired to become...

The scenery, the wind, the stars...

The moon...

The moon...the moon...

That feeling...

Is there still hope afterall...?

Will everything be fine once again...?

If only the answer could be gotten.

A new level of insanity.

2010-01-17T00:51:00.000-08:00

Everything's different now.

So I'm much busier.

Just keeping this blog alive...

2009-12-31T20:35:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year everyone!!

Another year gone...

Gone again.

2009-12-13T18:05:00.000-08:00

I came back from Malaysia 2 days ago.

But now in a few hours time, I'm gone for debate camp.

"..."

Anyway please don't contact me. Thank you.

IMPORTANT NOTE.

2009-12-04T04:00:00.000-08:00

IMPORTANT NOTE: I WILL BE AWAY IN MALAYSIA FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS.

For the next week, please do not attempt to contact me. You can try, but you should know how expensive overseas calls are. DON'T BOTHER.

Any issue, please state on my tag board, or on MSN.

P.S. Sheldon, I will pass you the $20 for debate camp as soon as possible once I come back. That is, if I can even make it.

I still haven't started my holiday homework...damn slow.

......

2009-12-03T01:58:00.000-08:00

I've run out of ways to start a post.

Maybe that's why my blog is quite dead. With lots of red sauce [quoted from Yunda's blog].

"......"

Oh well, my still haven't found another blog skin that I liked [despite all the complaints on my blog skin].

Anyway, remember what I said about the Top 5 articles? Forget it.

I seriously can't think of any.

Red sauce. Indeed. Tomato ketchup, chili sauce, blood.

Anyway I'm keeping this blog alive now. Will update more later.

Occupied.

2009-11-20T20:15:00.000-08:00

I just came back from CO camp. [Sheldon in case you don't know, that's why I didn't go debate training, sorry.]

Just one week after class chalet.

And within days, my 二胡 Grade 6 exam is coming. I have to increase practice now.

Then I still have to consider other factors...[Debate, school HW, tuition HW etc]

Oh well.

Might as well keep myself occupied this holiday.

CO camp was very tiring by the way. My feet, particularly.

Anyway, I haven't got much to post, so I'll consider which Top 5 to start first.

Keep waiting. It won't take long...

Class chalet over...oh well.

2009-11-14T00:35:00.000-08:00

Class chalet is a f*** up, but oh well, this won't be happening again.

I really want to hit a few people in the face...

Anyway, as 2-3 2009 comes to a close, I might as well sum up my experiences in these two years.

I'm going to do it differently, though. I will do it in the form of a few "top 5" articles.

Top 5 for different experiences.

That will come later though.

I've got nothing much to post now.

But anyway...

If you had seen Nigel's blog, yes, I DID say "Go to Hell!!" to Choon Chi.

If you want justification come to me.

Okay that's all I have for now...will update more later.

Fear...hate...that hopeless feeling...

2009-10-31T03:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was supposed to be a nice day, a nice ending to the school year of 2009.

At least, I thought it was supposed to be. Turns out otherwise.

The result I saw in the report book was a big, shock.

35th in class among 38, level position 243th, among 333 people.

"Failure is not an option." -One of my earlier posts.

Turns out I still have to take it.

How hopeless I feel.

I set my target at top 10 early this year.

Now I get bottom 10. Again.

I tried so hard to get into triple science.

Now if I don't appeal, I'm accepting combined science, thrown straight in my face.

Whatever I threw in all my effort for, the opposite came true.

I don't know what to do next.

Every moment seems to get more and more painful.

Nothing seems to be nice for me.

I've had enough.

I'm tired.

I'm stuck.

I'm finished.

For good.

"...Like meeting a dead end and seeing a "No U-turn" sign."

2009-10-22T05:01:00.000-07:00

Gone.

Finished.

Doomed.

Somehow the words above seems very familiar.

Almost integrated into me and my life.

With every moment I feel more and more hopeless.

The path ahead seems dark and lonely. Maybe even painful.

This week has been a very harsh lesson on how far hard work and ambition takes a person.

In my case, nowhere.

I can only hope that I can still get an A1 for my Geography paper. [At least 45/60]

Not likely though.

My results have been relatively bad. Especially Science.

I studied so damn bloody hard for SA2, and this is all I get?!

I failed the Science paper for a start. Last in class in fact. History repeats itself, by the way.

Then Chinese...I passed, but still not satisfied. C5...still more than half the class beat me...

Maths...f*** I just couldn't get and A1!! 2 marks more only!!

English...still quite low, despite a B4.

F*** I think I'm finished.

Combined Science for sure next year.

All hopes of even trying to get into RJC 2 years later are gone. F***ing GONE!!

I'm finished!

I have really met a dead end, along with a "No U-turn" sign.

I feel hopeless. Utter failure.

And its not just my studies I feel f***ed up.

I've been going on a soccer/basketball frenzy to take away the pain and fear within. I even find myself turning to food and drinks to make myself more comfortable.

Soon I'm going to need beer. Maybe even whiskey.

My world is crashing right in front of me, and I can do nothing to save it.

Such is the shattered dreams of an ambitious man.

What should I do next?

How is my future going to be?

Someone answer me.

Blog Action Day post

2009-10-15T07:32:00.000-07:00

Blog Action Day post [Acting on Climate Change]

You know, the second last time I went to the beach, I notice that the sea level wasn't that low. The last time I went there, however, it so seems that the sea level has risen...again.

Look, I understand that we need more water. There is a rising demand of water. But if that comes at the expense of the North and South Poles, which are among the most affected by such climate change, then I think something is wrong. VERY WRONG.

You see, the impact of the climate change we experience is OBVIOUS, and we risk many UNDESIRABLE events that may occur as a consequence. Let's take a look at them one by one:

Flooding. The most immediate problem. Just think of the people living in low-lying coastal areas. Do you honestly want them to end up facing a situation where they have to flee to higher, potentially inhabitable grounds, or DROWN? And even if you don't care about these people, surely you wouldn't want other facilities that you use, such as recreational places, to be lost as a result of rising sea levels, DO YOU?

Loss of agriculture. Please, don't think we can take the water from the rising sea, desalinate it, and use it to irrigate plants. ARE YOU SERIOUSLY THAT FOOLISH? While areas near water bodies are going to suffer from "too much water", other places, like farms, are going to suffer from droughts, which means "weather too hot, too little water". When that happens, pants will simply shrivel up and die, and we will suffer from a lack of food, or other necessities. Imagine how painful that is.

Lack of food. Not only do we not have plants for food, we will also lose the animals we breed for farming, because these animals, such as chickens and cows, with suffer from a shortage of food and water, and will only drop dead, only in a matter of time. So we have nothing to eat, and will starve. It will no longer be surprising if we too DROP DEAD if the climate change is not solved.

Thirst. The biggest problem. How would you feel if you are dying from thirst now? Terrible right. Water is essential, and we need water. I have no need to elaborate further.

That's not the end of problems imposed, believe me.

Fortunately, there are ways out, and I will put them across simply.

1. Do not use coolants, such as fridges and air-cons unnecessarily because they emit chlorofluorocarbons [CFCs], a greenhouse gas.

2. Say no to aerosol sprays. Same substance.

3. Eat less beef. Cows contain methane, another greenhouse gas.

4. Install filters in vehicle exhaust pipes.

And the list goes on...

Now, on the the topic of Barack Obama leading the act on climate change.

I myself never supported Obama, at any circumstances, because to me, his policies just wouldn't work, and he is only capable of impressing the people by his ability to speak. Yes, I backed John McCain.

In fact, I don't think he deserves the Nobel Prize for Peace. In fact, I think it's the same thing as awarding it to Kim Jong-Il.

But now that the U.S. has to cut emission of greenhouse gases first, and most, and that many people support Obama worldwide, I think Obama is then responsible of leading such an act. For the sake of the world, he has to do it. The U.S. has to lead.

But overall, we ourselves still have to play a part, because we are the ones affected. Just think of it...

Let's start, will we?

"......"

2009-10-14T04:34:00.000-07:00

Over the concern of danger and controversial issues, I have no choice but to take down my previous post, much as I don't want to. Oh well, safety first.

But even as of now, I can swear that none of my posts was made with any intention to offend anyone. Look, I post what is fair to me, but I won't go overboard. So having to remove my post is taken as an insult.

Therefore, the next article I will do [within the next few posts] will be about "Fairness, right to opinion, any why it's about time we incorporate them in our society".

Anyway, EOY exams [SA2] is over, and I don't think I will make anymore comment on the papers.

Just now I went out with Sheldon, Boh Jun, Chee Kiang etc. First time with classmates. EVER.

Basically it was: lunch at Mac, movie [Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs], and basketball [I'm getting from bad to worse...].

Anyway my feet hurts now, but never mind that.

I've got nothing else to post. How short.

So I'll end here. Remember to keep checking this blog of mine for updates, and comment on the tag board. Thanks a HELL LOT.

Signed: Your father, CYY

Simple posting is back!!

2009-09-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

"Some people do everything but get nothing.Yet others do nothing but get everything."

Anyway, simple posting is back!! [Good news to me.]

"Some people use their brains to get what they want. Some others use their looks to get what they want. Yet others use other people to get what they want. Still there are some people who use money. The rest use their fists and weapons."

Anyway, this means that I would post more often now. But not so quick. Maybe within 1 [more or less] week I stop posting. Yeah you know why [SA2].

"In desperate times, justice is no more than a shadow in which sick, demented things hide within..."

Anyway I will focus this post on 2 things:

1. Exam experiences and what I seriously need to get.

2. Incoming class chalet.

"To hit and run is cowardly. To hit and escape for safety is just pure instinct."

Anyway, let me begin.

I HAVE TO F***ING BRING MY L1R4 DOWN TO A 1-DIGIT NUMBER. At the very least, to get into Double [or even Triple, if possible] Science.

Otherwise, let's see what happens.

Either...

1. I end up in Combined Science, where even if I get a L1R5 of 2 [assuming I still took Higher Chinese], I can never get into RJC [I really want to go to that JC]. NOT EVEN BY DIRECT SCHOOL ADMISSION.

2. Even worse, I may get "deported" to Whitely Secondary School...Trust me, that's 8 years [Primary school included] of studies and efforts wasted. And I have no more face to see the world ever again...

It's not just about Science, by the way. Chinese is also one worry...

All the mugging I had done for Chinese all went to waste so far. Yes, ALL.

Ever since the sudden A2 to C6 drop last year, all efforts to improve NEVER worked.

I really need to stay in Higher Chinese. At the very least, if I want to try to get into RJC.

I want to get into a top junior college, not some random one, or even a polytechnic, or even ITE [Institute of Technical Education=It's THE END!!].

So for SA2, Science and Chinese are my main concerns. Let's look at my other subjects...

English: Should be okay, hopefully the timed practices work.

Geography: No real worry. I get the facts and the techinques right, WIN.

Maths: Once my biggest problem, now my only A1 if all else goes wrong.

Mabye I will consider taking Music for Pure Humanities next year. But anyway...

"The last resort, Operation "Final Gamble", Codenamed "Wager Everything", begins. The fate of CYY's world lies in the outcome of the mission. Failure is NOT an option."

Now I move on to the incoming class chalet.

I really would have preferred the class chalet to be on 30/10, because I need the WHOLE of November to practice my 二胡.

I have an instrumental exam in late November/early December by the way.

However, it seem that people want to have the chalet later...

No choice, if really cannot, worst case I practice there.

"The persecution of some people is a harsh reminder to society that if people don't like your face, you go NOWHERE in life."

Oh well, better focus on the exams first. I need to survive.

"If people want to destroy you, they WILL do EVERYTHING to destroy you."

Good Night.

Your [Adopted] Father, Cheah You Yuan [CYY].

This is something quite serious to me...

2009-09-10T04:45:00.000-07:00

Now that I think of it, there is something I should have posted about much earlier. Something that really disappointed me...

In this post, I will be talking about biasness and how it still exists among us...

Earlier on, I read both Jun Sheng's blog and Melvin's blog, about there is a lot of things lacking in 2-3's class spirit as a whole, about how 2-3 is far from together as 1 class. You know, I really have to agree...

You see, I think I know why both of them feel this way...and that's why I'm writing about this topic.

I already felt that biasness exists in this class for quite some time. For a start, if you observe enough, why is it that insults on some people are forgotten in an instant, and yet insults on others never seems to end?

Why is it that some people can get away with things they done wrong, and yet others take the blame for even the most minor of issues?

How come some people can take FULL credit for the work of others?

Biasness. Ostracizing. Maybe even PERSECUTION...that's the only explanation I can offer.

And I'm not the only one who feels that way.

"In class 2-3, only the popular are treated as human."
-Wen Zuo

Let me just start from personal experience.

How come some others can get away for rude remarks in class, and yet I have apologize for something that, I can swear, is not even half as insulting?

Yes, to me, the very root for this is Mrs Lim. Yes, LIM CHOON CHI.

Let's look at speech and LOTR project...

I personally took the speech thing very seriously. I placed all my hopes in speech to get a higher grade for English. To ensure a high score for speech, I edited my speech twice to make sure nothing was wrong. I personally rehearsed my speech countless times before my turn. I made sure I finished my speech the way I wanted it.

As I listened to the speeches of others, I was also trying to get my cards in place, trying to remember my speech.

I understand that some of the top scorers for speech [Sheldon, Benedict etc] did really well, better than me. That I have nothing to say.

But what I saw [the marks given for speech] was an insult to my efforts.

For all my preparations, all my rehearsals, every bit of all the effort I put in...for what I felt was the best I could do, I only got 22/40. I really felt insulted.

Look, I am a debater, I learn to make speeches, and to get this score, it is downright embarrassing.

Even people who did worse than Wen Zuo [who failed, unfortunately] got better scores than me.

Something really is wrong at that point of time. At least, to me it is.

Yet Choon Chi can just find some retarded, unconvincing, even contradicting excuse to get away with such unfair scores.

Next I move on to LOTR project.

Hao Ran did the least, although I don't blame him, by circumstance

To end it all, Hao Ran got the highest score among us. [An insult to Wen Zuo, who did the most.]

Let me move on to something that happened to me last year.

Last year we had to write journals, right?

One topic happened to be about someone you dislike.

Both me and Andrew got into a bit of trouble, for directing attacks on other classmates [Nicholas in his case, Nigel in my case]. Yet...

Although his was way more insulting than mine [I think], he still got 6/10. I got ZERO.

And that's not the last of the persecution I received.

Let me move on to some other people.

The Class Chairman/Vice-chairman position in CHS Class 2-3 is a cursed position, anybody who has been a leader before would know. If you had any sympathy for other people, you will realize how much shit Dylan and Darren got last year [Darren in particular], the stress Jun Sheng is facing now, and to some extent, why there isn't a Vice-Chairman in class.

Most of the class seems to hate Nicholas over just ONE [And ONLY ONE] incident. Yet the people get into even more trouble are some of the more popular ones. Nicholas isn't that bad anyway.

For a period of time last year, Cher Han was really abused. He received insults all the time, whether in school, or online. Then he also gets beaten. Punishment really means nothing to protect him. It only means more trouble for him. Until now, he still receive insults quite a lot, am I right?

Wen Zuo. Another good example. Look, I know some people don't like him because he is absent from school quite a few times. And people like Jian Ming keeps making "the sound" [no offence Wen Zuo] to irritate him. I am not trying to protect what is one of my best friends here, but...why him? Furthermore, it's easy to tell how Choon Chi dislikes him in particular.

This also happens to Yin Zhi, though on a lesser scale. If you are awake in class usually, you should know, the "itchy hand" and what Yu Fei and Andrew did to his jacket.

And that's NOT the end of the list.

Now I talk about people who benefit from this issue.

I know that some people really benefit from Choon Chi [Sheldon, Eugene etc], and I know they deserve it. That I have no negative comment.

But when people like Nigel, You Kuan and some other usual troublemakers in class gets the benefit of getting away for smaller mistakes [I have nothing to say for the really big offences, though], and others don't, don't you think...

I know Nigel didn't get away with the class blog for last year, but look, he [and some others] did benefit from the blog at the expense of others, and while he did get punished, we didn't get anything better? I also know You Kuan and Cher Kian got into deep trouble for the "Classroom Door" incident, although I DON't think it's them alone.

I heard that the kind of jobs [and easy role, or a position people suffer hard from] you got for Homecoming depended on your relationship with Lucas, who was in charge of the duty list. This came from only one source though, and I have yet to clarify this.

Coming to think about it, the posters I drew for Homecoming, while they were put up, I know Choon Chi didn't appreciated them, while less creative [but to be honest, better drawn], posters from others were liked by her.

There are other people who receive such benefits, whether deserved or not. But look, if this comes at the expense of others, something is wrong, isn't it?

And even for some people who deserve the benefits, some are seriously overprotected, whether they like it or not. [No offence to any of the really good people in class, really.]

Is that not biasness?

Is that not unfair?

Is there ANY proof that biasness doesn't exist in our class?

If there is, show me. I challenge ANYONE to prove that the class is fair and just to me.

P.S. This article is created without any intention to harm anybody in any way. CYY will NOT claim any responsibility for any resentment, unhappiness or inconveniences that results from this article. He is, however, open to all opinions from all readers.

P.S.S. Any attempt to get CYY into trouble with any authority over this article will be deemed an insult to CYY and this blog, and will be dealt with harshly WITHOUT ANY HESITATION.

P.S.S.S. Special Thanks to a certain source, who shall remain anonymous in order to protect his identity, for part of the content. Also, thanks to You Kuan, for helping me clear up a few misconceptions I had.

BTW, Wen Zuo has an extension, look at his blog.

OMFGWTFHBBQ ROFLMAOL......

2009-09-09T19:21:00.000-07:00

Wen Zuo's posting problems seems to be fixed, but mine is still stranded at the "small, default font with no pics allowed" post type...you know what I mean...

To begin with, I can't even load the posting page properly now. All white with retarded looking text.

Anyway, I got nothing much to post these days, so I might as well use this post to smack BlogSpot for my problems...

They just won't fix it, god damn it...

FAQ FTW LOL

2009-08-31T05:07:00.000-07:00

I'm going to keep this post short, but the point I'm trying to make is that I want to try something new to revive my blog and keep it active.

Anyway, this is what I intend to do:

I'm setting up a FAQ [or it is Q&A?] session in my blog, in which you all can ask anything [in the tag board of course] you want to know about me, and I will TRY MY BEST [no guarantee] to answer it in my posts. And you can ask as much as you like. But please, no spam or insults.

Hopefully more people will visit this blog as a result...

Okay, I'm finished. Happy thinking and asking!

P.S. If you're any random teacher [whether I know you or not], HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

I will tell you more about CA...2 or 3? At a later date...

2009-08-25T06:42:00.000-07:00

So far, CA2 [or was it CA3?] seems...how to say...slightly better from last term.

At least, I'm not expecting anything BELOW C5 now.

Compare that to last term, when I was not expecting anything ABOVE C5 [History still got B4 though].

Compare that to Term 1, when my L1R4 was >30, and my maths got a f***ing F9.

Seem much better to me now.

Just that I'm not satisfied with Chinese.

Anyway, let me tell you something strange about my Chinese results.

The entire thing started from last year, when my Chinese results received a sudden drop.

Term 1: A2
Term 2: A2
Term 3: A2 [At this point of time I was studying very hard to get an A1 for the last term.]
Term 4: C6 [For how much I studied, and my usual Chinese standard, shocking.]

The chain seemed to continue this year...

Term 1: C6
Term 2: C6 [Barely passed...]
This term: C5

Yes I did improve...a SMALL LITTLE BIT.

I think I will mug a lot for Chinese this coming holidays. I seriously need an A1, and to stay in Higher Chinese.

I seriously don't think I deserve such poor results since...
1. I mug a hell lot for Chinese.
2. I like Chinese as a whole.
3. I always take Chinese lessons seriously.

How come people who hate Chinese to begin with could do better? Something must be wrong.

Oh yeah, no offence Benedict. I know how terrible it's like to do badly for Chinese.

Okay, enough about that...now I talk about Maths.

I finally see an A1 among all my subjects for the first time in half a year.

And the rate I "shoot" is nice too...

Term 1: F9
Term 2: C6
This term: A1 [Finally]

Of course I want another A1 for Maths next term. I have to drag up my first 2 terms.

On average, my L1R4 should drop by at least 8, compared to last term.

Not enough for me though.

Okay, so I'm done with what I have to say here. Good night. Sleep well. Rest in peace..WHOOPS sorry epic fail.

Good night.

Jus a short post.

2009-08-20T06:57:00.000-07:00

As you can see here, I'm trying to revive my blog.

Blogspot still hasn't fixed my posting problems.

Anyway, I will keep this post short. So basically this is what happened...

Within these 2 weeks...[P.S. not arranged in order.]

1. MR, CA2, Common test, or whatever you want to call it.
2. 围棋 competition. What happened i will tell you on a later date.
3. Chinese drama. [I seriously caught way too much attention with my clothings.]
4. "Why the hell do debate competitions fall on Homecoming Day every year?!"
5. Just today, I forgot to bring my Home Economics apron set...
6. Science Center.
7. Et cetera...

Okay, so I'm done here. This blog is not dead.

Blogger still has a problem...

2009-08-07T05:59:00.000-07:00

Blogspot hasn't fixed the problem I have, but nevertheless, I think I will revive this blog.

Anyway, I will state a few events that happened for the past few weeks.

1. Lord of the Flies
I asked Sheldon if I could go with them to Victoria theater 1 MONTH IN ADVANCE.
Yet I got booted in favour of other people.
Anyway, I made my way there myself after eating dinner...
So I just watched the play...tragic ending.
Then I went home with Jun Sheng, Justinian etc.

Anyway, the bottom line: I think I caught too much attention with my clothes.

2. Inter-Class Frisbee
2-3 managed to get champion. I'm not going to mention the entire thing here, because I think everybody knows. Good job anyway, especially Wen Zuo.

Bottom line: 2-3 HAS a dream team!

3. Maths competitions
In one whole week, I already participated in 2 competitions. ICAS, and AMC.
ICAS was easy, with the exception of the last question.
Maybe I might get distinction for once.
AMC, however, was quite screwed.
I had to use invalid logic to get answers for the last 2 questions.
Of course they were wrong.
Anyway, at least I got past them.

Bottom line: MR3's next, better start, oops, continue mugging.

Anyway I will go mug for MR these few days.
Hopefully I can get past them all.
Maybe this time L1B4 go down by 5? 10? That'll be nice.

Anyway, that's all for today. I'm done here.

Blogspot=B****S F* B****!!!

2009-07-27T07:06:00.000-07:00

For strange reasons, Blogspot decided to remove all the text and picture uploading options, which was once there so that we could enter our posts in our own style, own font, and put in our own pictures and videos.

Notice how everybody had a fun time blogging with that.

And then, they bloody hell decided to remove those options.

Now my posts come in this text, instead of my usual large red font.

F***.

I can't upload my pics either.

Blogspot ROBBED ME OF MY STYLE!!!

Bloody b******s.

I guess my blog would be dead for the moment.

Even Wen Zuo is angry.

I would have drawn another picture on paint blasting Blogspot with YET ANOTHER lazer.

...If I could upload it.

BLOGSPOT BETTER GIVE ME BACK MY BLOG STYLE. F*** B****!!!

"...I have got the content. But in no way, am I going to show it like this."

PW failure.

2009-07-16T04:25:00.000-07:00

I thought Miss Krishnan [PW mentor] was harsh enough.

So when she told us that we were ready, I thought that we would pass.

Turns out that I was wrong.

I had never expected that our "judge" was Miss Leong.

Going by what I heard, she cheated.

1. The teacher was only allowed to ask ONE [and only ONE] question.

2. He/she was NOT supposed to give time limits.

Bloody retarded idiotic [censored] [censored] [I wish I could write vulgarities as a whole without censoring]!!!

I swear I would be ashamed to be a member of CO if SHE's the main teacher in charge. I don't want to be associated with her.

And I seriously think PW is a failure. Especially when we have teachers biased against group leaders with single digit resgister numbers.

Darren's group was lucky though.

If they seriously want to carry on this with next year's Sec 2s, DIE.

CHS PW module has been a failure.

They only waste people's time and effort. Force people to come up with a research paper and powerpoint.

And then they destroy it.

These PW teachers are all retarded [censored]. Not joking.

Last advice to other groups [besides Jia Yi's group]: DON'T ELABORATE TOO MUCH. DON'T USE COMPLEX INFORMATION.

I really want to see some group make her speechless.

Be nice to her I will...NO MORE.

What the [censored]?!

2009-07-10T06:52:00.000-07:00

"No matter what ethics and code of conduct, honour, or behavior you impose, at the end of the day, in a fight, it's still WHOEVER HITS HARDEST WINS."

In other words, "the end justifies the means." [Feel free to ask if you don't understand the link]

I only happened to realise that after looking of my style...oh wait, my technique of playing ultimate frisbee during PE today.

Losing 3-1 is obviously humiliating wspwcially when both me and Yunda have learnt frisbee before [primary school].

Main reason: Massive energy depletion due to diving, sliding and falling.

I found that technique effective though...

...Notice how often I use a slide tackle in soccer?

Anyway, next week is project week [Home Econs project, Bio journal and PW!!!] "Good timing."

And besides that, I better think of a solution so that we stop losing frisbee games.

Okay, so I'm done here...

Hopefully things MIGHT be better this week.

Signed: "Your [adoptive] father", CYY.

Uncyclopedia articles...

2009-07-07T01:20:00.000-07:00

I saw two articles on Uncyclopedia. Damn funny.

The two articles are about "Genocide" and "Suicide" respectively.

Here's what Uncyclopedia said:

Genocide:

"It started off as a joke."

-Adolf Hitler, Josef Stalin and Saddam Hussein

"It was fun while it lasted".

-Adolf Hitler

Genocide is fun and enjoyable for the whole family!

A.K.A. ethnic cleansing, racial oppression and/or religious "persecution" and/or demographical control amongst others name, this practice had been used for centuries by human beings under various excuses including to break the boredom of empty lives of empty and/or paranoiac/envious/lazy heads.
The game of genocide includes concentration camps, outlawing certain religions or languages, prohibitions of interracial marriage or mixed-race descendants, forced sterilization or give their children to adoption families, and most of all any kind of pseudoscience to make it appear it's the victims' fault for no reason other than "who they are".

Famous players include:
Adolf Hitler
Josef Stalin
The Imperial Japanese Army
Prime Minister Winston Churchill
Barack Obama
Osama bin Laden
Saddam Hussein

The eqquipment to play genocide also varies!

Suicide:
Means "to laugh hard" in Latin, although in reality it is killing yourself.

Grounds for suicide:
You suck at life.
IQ results were negative.
You have AIDS... and could never stand to wait around for things.
You got a chain letter on the Internet that says that the sender committed suicide and sent this message to five people... would be bad luck to break the chain!
Always thought of kickass ways to die.
"Hey! The Israelis lifted the curfew for two hours today!"
You have Herpes or Herpes II: The Return
You are emo, and it is your sacred duty to commit suicide
Family needs a space filler for the new garden.
You couldn't get that woman to have sex with you.
You did have sex with that woman.
Some guy in England made a scented candle of the Holy Prophet Mummawoowoo (Whipped Cream Be Upon Him), so somebody has to blow himself up inside the local Arthur Treacher's Fish And Chips in protest. Might as well be you...
Turns out that girl didn't really like you after all. 'Cause you're gay.
Turns out you didn't really like that girl after all. 'Cause you're gay.
You were looking up things on the Internet when you ran across a video on YouTube that said that anyone who watches this video will commit suicide in seven days.
You're trying to impress Jodie Foster
Because IB exams are around the corner and the way to true enlightenment is death.
It's better this way.
You got conned by the adeptus redshirtii
You turned your girlfriend into a lesbian.
You've read all the Twilight books
Uncyclopedia got banned by international law
You lost the game.
You won the game.

Suicide methods are infinite! You can think of your own!

Memorable last words:

"It's little stuffy in here, I think I'll go outside for some fresh air."
-Lord Nelson

“Is that a gun you're holding, Courtney?”
-Kurt Cobain

"I drank what?!"
-Craig Evams

"Stay away, this thing WILL hurt someone."
-Budd Dwyer

“This rope is of an inferior quality, this trap door has a squeaky hinge, the executioner's hood is the wrong shade of black, and the man with the camera that is filming this is a moron.”
-Saddam Hussein

“The odds of a man like George W. Bush getting elected to the office of President two times in a row is next to impossible. To prove it, I will play Russian Roulette with one bullet in the chamber and put the gun in my mouth and pull the trigger and survive.”
-Hunter S. Thompson

"Pull the pin and count to what?"
-Who gives a damn...

So George W. Bush DID get elected to office twice in a row after all...

What just happened that day?

2009-07-02T05:47:00.000-07:00

When I read Sheldon's blog earlier this week, I realised that something happened on the day of Elegance a l Esplanade 2009.

Although I know completely nothing of that matter [besides the fact that it occured at a class gathering before the concert], I think I should say something about this.

1. I have completely no idea why you people are persuing this matter and still arguing about how you all should deal with it when you all could just...tell him [don't know who] nicely to ask before going for a gathering next time...and of course trouble is avoided.

2. What really saddens me is that some of you didn't appreciate the concert. Even if the concert was really boring, can you just please at least give us some face? At the very least, don't fall asleep halfway. We put in a lot of effort just for that 2 hours, and we didn't even stop after SYF. Even if I found some concert distasteful, I would at least watch on, hoping that something interesting would come out. I personally thought that this concert wasn't that much of a sucess...

Anyway, I'll put that aside. Maybe I'll tell you something stupid now.

Catholic High School expects us to be gentlemen...

So when I really want to bash someone's face in, I will not simply walk up to him with a baseball bat and smash him hard like there's no tommorow.

Instead, this is what I'll do.

I will send him an OFFICIAL letter declaring that I challange him to a DUEL. On the letter I will state all details with regards to the duel [date, time, place etc]. On the day itself, I will wait for him to appear at the scheduled location.

Pride will forbid him to back out...

So in the end, I get to bash his face hard in a civillised manner!

HAHAHAHA!! OMBFGWTFHBBQ ROFLMAOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!

Lame right?

"......"

2009-06-27T02:22:00.000-07:00

"You don't have to pay me anything to kill that b******, because his life is not worth anything to me."

By the way, so far, do you all prefer this blog skin, or do you all want the old blogskin back?

I'm just doing this so that people would have a better experience reading my blog.

P.S. Sheldon, I already know you want the old one back.

P.SS. Jia Wei, I think the image quality will not be as good if I enlarge it.

Anyway, I got nothing else to post, besides the fact that Michael Jackson's death does not affect me, but I still acknowledge that he was a living legend in his time.

Otherwise, I think I will go play KOF now.

"whats your flirt type" Quiz

2009-06-24T05:30:00.000-07:00

If you haven't seen Sheldon's blog, he took this quiz about flirting style. Since he was disappointed when I didn't attempt the quiz, I decided to do it after all. My result goes as such...

Secret Note Sender

You prefer to admire your crushes from afar. A respectable style, but not really the most time-efficient. Want to speed things up a little next time? Ditch the secret notes and talk to your crush face to face. It doesn't need to be anything monumental or life-changing -- just say hi, or tell them you like their parka. (Note: only if they're wearing a parka.) If you want people to like you, you have to give them a reason. Being friendly and cute and flirty is a pretty good reason.

"......But it's someone else she likes. I don't even have a chance."

Nobody missed me, I assume?

2009-06-20T06:31:00.000-07:00

"The only thing I will pay for you is YOUR FUNERAL!!"

No, not referring to anyone with the above sentence.

I was away in Malacca from Thursday, and just came back at around 5 today. If you want to know the whole story, please state your request in the tagboard on your right.

Anyway, I'm going to keep this post short, since I have no other information that is interesting.

I decided to change my blogskin. Fell free to complain if you get "disturbed"...

And with that, I end this post.

"You cry! You scream! THEN YOU DIE!!"

Tag...

2009-06-15T00:38:00.000-07:00

Okay, since both Sheldon and Chee Kiang tagged me in this...

All 14 people have to do this quiz. Unless if she/he doesn't have a blog. Write the name of 14 people you can think off the top of your head. Then answer the questions

1) Jun Yuan
2) Wen Zuo
3) Jun Yu
4) Ernest
5) Yun Da
6) Hao Ran
7) Samuel Hoh
8) Sheldon
9) Chee Kiang
10) Jesmine
11) Shuen Boon
12) Yin Zhi
13) Jason [The Sec 1 junior...]
14) Bryan Nichloas

How did you get to meet 7?
-Same kindergarten, same primary school...

What would you do if you and 13 had never met?
-I would have one less junior to talk to, both Debates and CO.

What would you do if 1 and 12 date?
-Jun Yuan is not a gay! And if Yin Zhi dates...oh yuck.

Have you seen 14 cry?
-No.

Would 4 and 11 make a good couple?
-My best brothers in MFPS can't ba a couple.

Do you think 11 is attractive?
-I haven't seen him in a while. But as of what I know, no.

What’s 2’s favourite colour?
-Blood Red

When was the last time you spoke to 9?
-Saturday.

What language does 8 speak?
-English. Pure English.

Who is 13 going out with?
-Himself.

What grade is 12 in?
-Secondary 2.

Would you ever date 10?
-Don't tell her, but I really want to...

Where does 5 live?
-I did this post in his house! But then again, Thomson.

What’s the best thing about 3?
-A good joker. One of the few people that could make me laugh.

What would you want to tell 10 now?
-...That I like her. Not joking.

What’s the best thing about 8?
-Smartest person I know as of now.

Have you ever kissed 5?
-F*** YOU.

What was the best memories you have with 7?
-Him pronouncing my name wrongly?

When's the next time you're going to see 6?
-When school reopens.

How are 14&12 different?
-14 is older, smarter and more mature.

Is 6 pretty?
-No. Be thankful, Hao Ran.

What was the first impression of 11?

-"...You are...?"

How did you meet 5?
-P1

Is 1 your best friend?
-One of them.

Do you hate 12?
-I should.

Have you seen 4 in the last month?
-I haven't seen him for 2 years.

When was the last time you talked to 3?
-Last year.

Have you been to 5's house?
-I did this post in his house.

When's the next time you gonna see 10?
-I wish I could see her again.

Are you close to 13?
-A bit.

Have you been to a movie with 4 before?
-No.

Have you gotten into trouble with 8?
-Him being angry with me or me being angry with him?

Would you give 2 a hug?
-He doesn't want one.

When have you lied to 3?
-No.

Is 1 good with socializing?
-Not quite. But he's progressing, not like me...

Done. This was stupid. And random.

And worst of all, I think I just confessed something to someone.

"Use your own words. Don't quote people for the sake of it."

Another week gone...

2009-06-13T00:00:00.000-07:00

"OMBFGWTFHBBQBBQ ROTFLMAOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL......"

Anyway, this was what happened in this week...

Monday...CO 小组 session

张玉明 is really starting to look like he got nothing to do. His tests are...ridiculously slack. Speed 60 for 无穷动 was probably too easy for Wilson.

Tuesday and Wenesday...Slack

I don't even have anything interesting to do.

Thursday...CO 大组...and then debate spar at Hwa Chong.

CO was boring.

There was a U14 spar besides the main team spar. Quite screwed, contrary to what Sheldon heard.

To begin with, I was damn [no I didn't use the f-word!] pissed, when even Sec 1s are actually given priority over me. I seriously wanted a chance to speak...a attempt at a spar at least. And most importantly, PRACTICE. What the hell am I staying commited to debates for, if I just go there for nothing. Why the hell did I even bother trying to improve if what's coming next is another 6 months of being wasted?

Please, I experienced this for a period of 7 months last year, and unlike what some of you think, no, it wasn't a nice experience.

Friday...CO again.

Why did Ruo Wei pick up the 中胡?

Today...SCGS spar.

"WTFH" I had nothing better to do.

So? Nothing nice right?

"F*** the f***ing f***ers!" [Sorry for the vulgarities]

-Scientologists [Uncyclopedia]

Mudslinging, the Republican way.

2009-06-09T04:27:00.000-07:00

Where, the f...hell, is Osama bin Laden?

Why wasn't George W. Bush able to capture him?

How did he manage do hide and survive for so long, even while his men are being killed in airstrikes?

Maybe I should ask this instead...

Why didn't they vote for John McCain?

What the f...hell is Osama doing......

IN THE WHITE HOUSE?

How did he manage to become a politician......

By the name of BARACK OBAMA?

Why did the Americans let him pass?

Why did he become the 44th President of the United States?

Don't believe me?

Watch this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZcxhcMyn8rU

"Vulgarities are, after all, only words. If you censor them, you might as well censor EVERYTHING."

2009-06-04T04:50:00.000-07:00

老子说: "如果在新加坡, 言论自由确实存在, 第一旗帜将上升会写着 "腐败倒扁人民行动党滚出去!!"

No offence to the PAP.

Anyway, these few days...

Monday...CO.

Tuesday...SMO.

Wenesday...CO.

Thursday [today]...Debate. Oh yeah, played basketball too.

Tommorow...CO.

WOW. "Nice holiday".

Seriously, it seems that what's going on defeats the purpose of school holidays.

In case you don't know [which is UNLIKELY]...

Definitions of holidays in the web:

1. Vacation

2. A period in which work [or school in this case] is suspended by law or custom.

Everybody, can I ask, which of what we are going through fufils the above definitons? Does Lee Hak Boon have something against the MOE guidelines? [The guidelines said not more than 2 days a week, or so I heard from Cher Han] Or does Miss Leong really think the CO is doing yet another 大曲?

Unfair, isn't it?

"Compulsory donations defeats the purpose of charity and therefore is NEVER justified. Take that, Hak Boon."

"............"

2009-06-01T04:58:00.000-07:00

"If death resolves all my problems, YOU shouldn't be alive."

Anyway, I just got the linking PARTIALLY done.

In other words, to move to another blog, you have to do it the manual way [copy and paste]. Now the "about me" info looks very messy too, as you can see on your left.

Anyway, to those in SMO, good luck tommorow.

"If people are dreams, you'll never want to sleep again..."

Just a note...

2009-05-30T21:13:00.000-07:00

As a certain request by Benedict [King Oni], this post [AND ONLY THIS POST] will be in yellow.

Firstly, about the linking...

If you want me to link you, I would appreciate it if you would state your blog URL directly to me [whether I already know or not], so can I can confirm your URL and link without any errors. [Maybe the tagboard at your right?]

I apologize if I'm VERY slow in linking you. I prefer to link everyone in one go. Thank you for waiting, and bearing with the inconveniences...

Secondly, about my blogskin...

I understand that some of you do not like my blogskin, saying that it is too emo...

Okay, that I have nothing to say. Just to let you all know that I picked this blogskin myself because I like how it looks. I honestly hope that you all will respect my decision and treat it like you treat every other blog. Yes, maybe I emo, maybe I'm gothic. Maybe I got low IQ and EQ and have no social intelligence whatsoever...but this is my style, and that's why you see the CYY you know now.

Anyway, that's all for this post. "Enjoy" your "holidays"!

"WHOLE FAMILY DIE!!!"

SAD FACE

2009-05-29T06:32:00.000-07:00

So simple, yet so clear...

So sad, yet with meaning...

Maybe being happy all the time isn't realistic at all...

Maybe this picture shows how I feel all this while sufficiently...

"Will I ever smile again?"

To the end of Term 2 2009...

2009-05-28T04:08:00.000-07:00

"...In other words, I want to be the PERFECT man..."

As this week, along with this semester, comes to a close, I have a few things to say about certain issues that happened...

Mr Goh Yong Han is leaving. So as Sports Captain, I think it is only right that I honour him in this post.

So far, all this while, although working with him isn't perfect all the time, I've enjoyed every single [at least, most] PE lesson. I realised that the duties of Sports Captain is far more that the basic instruction, and because of that, I do treasure this position very much...I would be ready to co-operate with him again...if he returns...

The report book came out today. And, by L1R4, I assume I came in last in class AGAIN [Someone tell me if his L1R4 is above 28]. I will not state the exact marks here but at least the grades go as such:

SA1 Combined

English C6 C6

Chinese C6 C6

Maths C6 D7

Science C6 C5

History B4 B4

Total score: 266.2/500

Percentage: 53.2

For all the hard work, this is ridiculous, isn't it?

Lastly, about the tea eggs...I seriously had no idea why so few people took the eggs when Yin Zhi unwrapped the packages. 袁老师 would be very dissappointed if she knew what actually happened. She spent 3 days [I assume] making them, and only when I asked Wilson if he took an egg then the others were reminded. Too late.

Anyway, about what happened to the eggs...

Me, Eugene, Yin Zhi, You Xin and Hao Ran finished them all, as some of you might have known by now. We thought that no one else wanted them so...

"他们不要, 我们就能拿多一些, 吃多一点. 是他们的损失, 关我屁事!"

Yes, we ate them all. The 5 of us probably won't be eating eggs for the next 2 weeks. Especially Hao Ran, who ate 6 [I personally ate 4]. I may have low EQ, no social skills, and be depressed a hell lot, but P.S. at least I know what is "delicious food" and "free of charge", and above that, "a gesture of goodwill". 袁老师 can be a nice teacher...

I seriously have no idea what to do now. Suddenly feel depressed, cold, alone, sad and empty.

"Do I finish the cake with one big bite, or do I savour it slowly?"

This House Believes that You Yuan has no more hope in life.

2009-05-26T04:54:00.000-07:00

Look at You Yuan. Don't you find that he is alone? Sad? Uncared for? Exactly. There is nothing more he can achive in life and with every second he still exsists, he is just a step nearer to Hell. So today, what we are saying is exactly what he is saying, that he has no more hope in life.

Before I go on, allow me to give the definitions of the key terms in this debate.

1. "You Yuan" refers to Cheah You Yuan, a guy that has been useless and hopeless all this while, despite all his attempts to be better. The name itself is derived from the Chinese term "有缘", which means destined, or fated. What we are trying to say here is that You Yuan has really been ill-fated all this while.

2. By "no more hope", we mean that the current situation cannot be salvaged, and has no way out.

3. Lastly, "life" in this case is You Yuan's current life as a whole.

The criteria for this debate will goes as follows. For the opposition to win, they will have to prove that firstly, You Yuan still has a place in this world, and secondly, that his problems can be solved.

For the substantive points, I will be talking on the disability to continue and also on the current problems.

Firstly, we see that You Yuan has many huge problems trying to cope with life, at least without going insane. We have seen how despite all the hark work he has put in, nothing pays off. He doesn't even get a "honourable mention" or a "consolation prize" for all that he has done. He is now badly hurt by all these, and finds it impossible to go on in life sucessfully.

Secondly, his current problems go as such. He does terribly in class. He is unable to influence people or even things. Nothing goes his way. Even his height, to him, is very short, which is not how he want it. We see that these problems some how cannot be removed with all the obstacles baracking him, and to link with my earlier point, it becomes obvious how his life is merely an existence, and is hopeless.

Therefore, because Cheah You Yuan finds it impossible to continue on, because his problems cannot be solved, because to him, life is merely an existence, we say that Cheah You Yuan has no more hope in life. Please, we persuade you, let him be and leave him alone.

P.S. My debating skills are still terrible. If you want a better debate speech, go to Sheldon, or at least Chee Kiang.

"Will the world still be the same? If only it could..."

Have you ever thought...

2009-05-24T05:55:00.000-07:00

"This could be the last time..."

The above sentence is the reason why I sometimes don't want to stop donig what I enjoy...or say goodbye to my good friends...or end something...

Has it ever occured to you...that "this could be the last time you are doing/seeing/playing/eating etc something?"

The very thought is scary, isn't it?

Death...it's such a scary thing...such a cruel thing...having to leave behind everyone and everything...Something I really feared...

Surprising, from someone loke me, isn't it?

But seriously..."This could be the last time I'm doing this..."

To clear up a few...err..."misunderstandings"...

2009-05-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

In the play "Romeo and Juliet" this line was mentioned:

Mercutio: "A plague o' [on] both your houses!"

Plague...as in the diesease itself or any other unpleasant thing?

Anyway, today, I intend to clear up a few things class 2-3 seems to be thinking about me...and I will list them 1 by 1...

"Aye aye aye..."-That was 14 months ago you bloody piece of shit. And furthermore I only say "Eh" once only when I need to, not what you all think...repeatedly, and aimlessly. So really, shut up.

"The hand"-You don't see me doing that, do you? P.S. I only did it once you retarded moron.

"The shoe"-I really had nothing else to throw at people...I can't risk killing someone by throwing a knife instead, can I? [Much as I want to]

"Me being emo"-Andrew, your question will be answered here. I'm not emo. I don't cut myself. I only...just enjoy the quietness. When I have nothing to say, why should I bother talking? [By the way I still don't know how I failed my Chinese MR]

Ok, now that I have gotten this out of my way, let me make it clear to everyone that I don't care whether this is a joke or you really want to insult me. This really is getting irritating. The next person to do insult me over this will die. WHOLE FAMILY DIE. You have been warned.

"Go to Hell. I'll be waiting in the 19th level."

First post...of curses and swearings...

2009-05-22T05:42:00.000-07:00

In case you do not know [which is unlikely], I'm You Yuan.

Yes, Cheah You Yuan, CYY, 谢有源, 有"缘", Sports Captain, 老子, Tortoise, "That Insane Guy", The guy that failed all his exams, Fishball, et cetera.

Anyway, this is my new blog, and I'm quite new to this. So please don't complain if you see no fancy blogskin or tagboard. Instead, I would appreciate it if anyone, just ANYONE, would help me with this.

So, here I will move on to what I have to say...

This few weeks, or days, have been err...ridiculous. You want to see how bad it had been? Look yourself:

1. After all that studying, no, mugging, by my calculation, I got 1 B4, 1 C5 and 3 C6. Bloody hell.

-I failed my chinese MR paper?! Unbelievable. I mugged damn hard for it, and my standard was not that low to begin with.

-30/70 for physics MR. What the hell. Everything wasted. "Was lucky to get a C6."

-I mugged hardest for maths, since I got F9 in term 1. If I'm not wrong, C5. Yes I improved...not enough to me. Expected more.

-Could have gotten more for history. But at least I won't see a report book with all C5 and below.

-I have nothing to say for english, though...

Complete thrash.

2. I was damn, no, f***ing determined to get a medal for the Sports Day events. So I joined triple jump...and so what happened? I was clinging on to 3rd position to the very end, even trying to go on to 2nd, or even 1st. What happened? I couldn't go up in position, AND I SAW HOW MY BRONZE MEDAL WAS STOLEN AWAY...BY JEK KEE!! JEK KEE!! Of all people! So, today, as I saw Jek Kee receiving the medal, 3 words stood in my mind: "Lucky", "Cheat" and "Thief".

Why the hell, I mean, f*** does things NEVER go my way?

"......"

"F***."

Over the limit, without hesitation...

A new year, a new me.

Something New...

A full moon...

A new level of insanity.

Gone again.

IMPORTANT NOTE.

......

Occupied.

Class chalet over...oh well.

Fear...hate...that hopeless feeling...

"...Like meeting a dead end and seeing a "No U-turn" sign."

Blog Action Day post

"......"

Simple posting is back!!

This is something quite serious to me...

OMFGWTFHBBQ ROFLMAOL......

FAQ FTW LOL

I will tell you more about CA...2 or 3? At a later date...

Jus a short post.

Blogger still has a problem...

Blogspot=B******S F*** B****!!!

PW failure.

What the [censored]?!

Uncyclopedia articles...

What just happened that day?

"......"

"whats your flirt type" Quiz

Nobody missed me, I assume?

Tag...

Another week gone...

Mudslinging, the Republican way.

"............"

Just a note...

SAD FACE

To the end of Term 2 2009...

This House Believes that You Yuan has no more hope in life.

Have you ever thought...

To clear up a few...err..."misunderstandings"...

First post...of curses and swearings...

Blogspot=B****S F* B****!!!